day 5

Day 1 - Something you hate about yourself

Day 2 - Something you love about yourself

Day 3 - Something you have to forgive yourself for

Day 4 - Something you have to forgive someone for

Day 5 - Something you hope to do in your life

Day 6 - Something you hope you never have to do

Day 7 - Someone who has made your life worth living for

Day 8 - Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit

Day 9 - Someone you didn't want to let go, but just drifted

Day 10 - Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know

Day 11 - Something people seem to compliment you the most on

Day 12 - Something you never get compliments on

Day 13 - A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14 - A hero that has let you down. (write a letter).

Day 15 - Something or someone you couldn't live without, because you've tried living without it.

Day 16 - Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Day 17 - A book you've read that changed your views on something.

Day 18 - Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19 - What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Day 20 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 21 - (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Day 22 - Something you wish you hadn't done in your life.

Day 23 - Something you wish you had done in your life.

Day 24 - Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Day 25 - The reason you believe you're still alive today.

Day 26 - Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Day 27 - What's the best thing going for your right now?

Day 28 - What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Day 29 - Something you  hope to change about yourself and why.

Day 30 - A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

I could sit here and tell you how the thing that I want to do more than anything in my life is to be truly happy. That I want to find a job I love, a man who loves me and vice versa, have a family of my own, and neighbors that I get along with and who's kids play with mine. That would all be true, but where's the fun in that?

Instead, I will tell you about one of my dreams. I have always wanted to be able to dance really well. It doesn't matter what kind of dance - ballet, ballroom, break, square, "club" - whatever, I just want to be good at it. (And by "club" I guess I mean being able to go to a club or a bar or a party and dance with my friends without feeling extremely awkward.)

Of course, I will never become a great/professional dancer at any of those types of dance, but like I said, it has always been something that I wanted to do. I took some dance classes in high school, they were like jazz/contemporary, but I wasn't very good at it. I think I'm too self conscious to actually enroll in a dance class now, but maybe once I get over that (which I will do... eventually) I will enroll in a class at a local gym or dance studio.

So that's what I hope I will do in my life. I hope I will be able to dance. (And the happiness, good job, loving family, great neighbors, and wonderful children thing would be cool too... just saying.)